lens falling to the floor
I don’t want to see no more
the world goes out of focus
and I’m spinning through the boulevard
tumbling through the broken veil
no there’s nothing left to see
no there’s nothing more to me
wonder what is happening
wonder what is wrong with me
open arms wrapping round
but they are not real
it matters not that much to me
I am my own damn enemy
I am the epitome
of all I never wanted, see
maybe this dichotomy of
feeling is what’s meant to be
if I were blind
there’d be nothing left to see
there’d be nothing more for me
tell me you’ll be there for me
just tell me I’m not damned to be
something that I can not see
something I don’t want to be
anymore
dark is the night
hugging close to the window pane
fortified inside the child lay
missing the womb
pale is the moon
falling gently through the sky
a lone figure stands
frozen in time
silent is the mime
lurking behind the door
startled she ran
and fell with a thud
crimson, the color of blood
flowing slowly down the wall
imprudent is the fool
the cage is open but still I am trapped
Self preservation
a fight to survive
or just a waste of time
Mind
thinking in line
Is it passing by
Is it already gone
Make me feel
Don’t want to die
Don’t want to find
nothing at all
Smell of exhaust
asphalt and tire
Desire
Dissonance in skull
Body but a hull
Say it isn’t so
Don’t let me go
Hold onto the dream
Make me believe
Don’t want to see
The world as it is
Confusion
Delusion
Too much to take
As I lie on the tracks
inviting it to come
Swallowed whole
by the moving metal snake
A snowflake
swaying gently in the wind
so fragile
so beautiful
settles softly on the pavement
and melts away
under the warm rays of the sun
as a man walks by
But not any man
but a man who had made a choice
to share his beauty to the world
for everyone to see
no matter what they thought
to stand up for those
when in their time of need
And the man hung up his coat
and sat in his chair
and closed his eyes
drifting away
beside the glow of the fireplace
A snowflake
